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Readjustment of reactions
One of the hardest parts about Boopsie's death is that so many of my reactions and habits are based around that cat.
"Oh, I shouldn't put this here or Boopsie will . . .no, she won't."
"If I do this, the cat could . . . no, she couldn't."
I'm cleaning up the floor where she messed when she lost bowel control, and using bleach. And I keep thinking how I really better keep that door closed so the cat doesn't have to deal with the bleach. . .
"Oh, I shouldn't put this here or Boopsie will . . .no, she won't."
"If I do this, the cat could . . . no, she couldn't."
I'm cleaning up the floor where she messed when she lost bowel control, and using bleach. And I keep thinking how I really better keep that door closed so the cat doesn't have to deal with the bleach. . .