Today's been a good day so far.

It being the beginning of a new month, I finally re-signed up at the gym, where I haven't been in, like, a year. And I did a (very) light workout.

And I feel better than I have in a long time.

The nice weather has something to do with that, too.

But I feel like my whole life has sort of turned into a giant tangled snarled knotted mess, and going to the gym is the first step in taking a pin and teasing one of the strings out.

I mean, my body's in such bad shape that I can't do things, which makes my emotions all a mess, which saps my ability to get my body together. . .

But not any more. Today's the day that changes. I can feel it.