I told you a lot of things I was thinking about last night. Anyway, thank you for your support, if I didn't say it then.

And also, to continue our conversation a little bit, one other problem is that for me, 'what-ifs' can turn into either worry over things not yet happening, panic over too many options, or viable plans. I find that when I am depressed, 'what-ifs' can kill me.